Sunday, June 19, 2005
it's been 5 days since i last blogged.... tts cos ive been reali busy.. ok, i admit i still hv not completed everything on my to-do list, but at least ive been trying!
Term test is in 2 wks time, and up to date i hv no idea about CMSY... IISO n MacEcons shld be pass-ible, n i'll hang myself if I dun SCORE in BAccs... Rite, u can say ive an affinity with numbers... but definitely not IT!!
Last Friday, i got ticked off by a 3 of my classmates... shall not mention names, but they did it in a rather tactful manner, n i believe their intention was to enlighten me so that i wld b a better friend/person... come to think of it, i reali appreciate them and their words... true friends tell u ur faults so that u may change for the better.. though i was kinda hurt, but all's well btw us n things r back to normal.. i'm jus thankful they've been v understandin, n thank god for my humility.
anyhow, the past week was spent mostly rushing thru projects, with huge bouts of laughter in btw.. I dunno bout the others, but in e process, i got to noe n understand my classmates a lil better.. n i grew to appreciate n love them more... yes, i admit... i get bitchy when agitated, my face turns coal-black when im stressed up, but when i get high on laughter there's no way to bring me down!! so i jus wanna sae, i reali dun mean it when i get bitchy or grumpy sometimes... i cant help my mood swings.. all i noe is i'm totali in LOVE with E09!! n im tryin hard to cool my hot-temper... so pls, a lil patience everyone? =)
met Cheryl for dinner last nite.. surprisingly, i didn gorge myself crazy at Seoul Garden @ Taka.. guess it was cos I was too excited n happy to see Cheryl.. my angel girl.. i love her to bits.. it was her b'dae ystdae.. n i gave her a card which expressed all my love, encouragement n gratitude towards her.. Hilmi n Cheryl r a too-sweet couple.. i'm so jealous!! no la... but Cheryl's always been blissfully attached since i got to noe her, n my love life consists of onli a fling here n there, n a few serious bfs.. i guess i'm alwaes fallin for e wrong guys.. e bad boys, e flirts.. o, whatever. let's not go deeper into that.. esp now tt im tryin to get my mind off someone.. see? wrong guy again... grrrr...
went for dance auditions at 9am ystday... dun think i'll b selected... there were soooo many ppl watchin us dance row by row, n e coach was holdin a pen n paper, prob markin down e names of those hu cld dance, n neglecting e failures, such as myself.. yea but guess wad?? when i got hm, put down my bag n started dancing the steps we were taught in front of e mirror, i did it almost perfectly! i can dance man... but.. guess nervousness n fear of embarrassment got e better of me.. i jus wanna kill myself. I LOVE DANCE!! but there's no point cryin over spilt milk. e onli thing i can do now is pray n hope tt they'll select me.. if they dun, i'll prob join floorball or dragon boating.. hope its not too late.. i jus need to keep fit!!
munching on lemon shortbread cookies fr Crabtree&Evelyn n sipping on Magnolia milk... yawning awae on my bed, e pillow enticing me to rest my head on its body.. fingers flying across e keyboard.. brain narrating words for me to type out.. im tired.. but i cant rest.. hv to hand in IISO project Part 1 online by todae!! call me lazy, a pig, useless, senseless.. yes, discipline is e remedy..
and i lack it - GREATLY.
vivacious vixen <3