and this is the way my life is, bitch.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

i'm in e Lab w *DahLing Hui Ling... tt stupid bitch... she's been insultin me ever since we went for lunch at 12pm... wad i hv flabby big arms?? wad thick waist?? wad i have to use concealer?? sigh... sometimes i reali wunder if she reali takes me as her *DahLing OR NOT... u shut up understooded?? u r a brown GoriLLa with copper-coloured fur and funny Ears. =P

finalli settled e fone bill stuff w my stepmum ystdae... she agreed to write me a full cheque for e bill, but i hv to pay her bout half of e full amt in cash. Dammit. shes bloody smart... but im grateful... at least she's payin SOME of it for me... Grrr....

i dun reali like my hair now. e style's stil e same, but the hairdresser trimmed it, gave me a thinner, lighter mane. i like e fact tt its easier to maintain n looks neater, but when i wake up in e morn i hv lotsa fly awae hair cos my hair is naturally wavy n i hv to apply Loreal's cherry-scented anti-frizz serum aft my bath to tame it. my fringe is much thinner and i dun look like a mad woman anymore. e onli down-side is that e lower-half of my hair is thinner than e top half and i look quite wierd sometimes. overall, i'm quite ok w it but i wish Rick was e one hu cut my hair. He has more affinity and chemistry w me. I rmb i was reali happi w e result when he gave me a haircut.

i'm seriously broke. Shawn, Sam, soooo sorry, but i dun tink i'll enjoy myself v much on Sat. w my horrendous spending habits, i reali wish i had a SugarDaddy. i'm becoming high-maintainence. i'm thinkin of waes to earn at least 2k durin Sem break so that i can buy some of the things that i reali reali want. fine. i admit. i'm 3/4 of a spoilt brat.

gotta rush off to Accounts lecture now.. Hui Ling has been waitin for me... we're late by half an hr!!

~will someone tell me where to find HappIness? Do I find it in a Lover's eyes, or in the blinding Sparkle of a Diamond? ~

vivacious vixen <3