and this is the way my life is, bitch.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

celebrated Sweetie*Joycie's bdae on Thurs nite w Poh Choo, Florence & Ivan.... haha... the 5 of us had dinner at KFC and sang Joyce 2 bdae songs... one in Eng, one in Chi.... since we had 2 mini bdae cakes... one was fr PC n Flor.. choc i tink... n e other was strawberry mousse cake fr me!!! e two fist-sized cakes were reali cute n sweet... let me jus learn how to get my pics on my blog... im rather sua-gu... heh..

been playing pool for e past 3 consecutive daes... Thurs nite b4 Joyce's mini bdae celebration, Fri nite n Sat aftnoon... was rather 'on form' the past 3 daes.. at least i managed to beat some guys.. heh... caught Wedding Crashers w E10 & Ivan, Roy, Audrey n her frens... great show... i thot it was jus another waste-of-money-totally-predictable-chick flick, but Shawn told me to watch it n im glad we did... had a ball of a time laughin n makin funny noises in e cinema... ok... not tt kinda funny noises.... but.. yea some scenes were quite sick... no wonder it was NC-16.. not very suitable for kids.. haha...

Over the weekend, i found out alot of things... which i shall not expose at all... but let's just sae i got my heart broken, once again. The 2nd time this yr. it's either i keep falling for the wrong guys, or there's sth wrong w me... i tink it's most probably the latter. I noe this sounds stupid but yes i was stupid enuf to shed a tear or two earlier on while blasting sappy love songs on my laptop in my room... i have only one qn: WHY? WHY? WHY???

i dun tink i will ever get an answer.

anywae, Ivan was sweet enuf to come to SengKang fr his hm in Pasir Ris to take me out to dinner w his buddy Joel.... we had lotsa delicious junk food at Bedok... some hawker centre... haha... sth like chomp chomp... i stil prefer chomp chomp leh... haha stingray again some time brudder?? damn power siaz!! nx time rmb to buy a small pack of HL b4 eating stingray!!! wahaha... the three of us were crapping e whole time... haven laughed so much in so long... thanks *bro... u guys def. cheered me up... she made the rite choice huh? i support u in whatever u do okie??!! n i'll b there 4 u jus like u were there for me when i needed somebody the most... *wEEEE

JOYCE: heyz babe... i reali thank God for u.... though we jus started talkin not long ago n stuff... but we've done quite a no. of sweet stuff for each other alr within such a short period of time.. n u nv judge me, nv find any fault in me... n i feel the same wae bout u babe!! a frenship that happened out of the blue... i reali hope this closeness we share at the moment wil last for a v v long time, dearie!! hope u c this soon!! thanks for EVERYTHING so far!! hope i wil get the chance to return ur kindness!! I LOVE U BABE!!!

GLORIA & XIAO MEI: halo Gorilla n Chilli Padi!!! ya larh i noe i alwaes bully u 2 rite... but tts cos u bully me 1st!! haha... i jus wanna sae thanks for being there for me all e time!! im alwaes bugging u guys in class n aft sch also... haha.. i reali enjoy ur company... esp KTV-ing w u guys along w Joey... n funny Valerie.. haha... Xiao Mei!! i love to carry u but ur sooo heavy!! eat less larh!! muahaha... n Gloria!! if Ms Sarah Khor saes ur BeauTiFuL, U R okie??!! haha... ang-moh-faced babe.. wahaha.. Sentosa again??!! Sem break wil b here in no time n we can party like mad women..!! so study hard for now okie??!! lets motivate each other!! I lurb chu gals beri beri much!! -NOT- *HuGsS*

myPooLkaki*IVAN: heys bro... thnx for toleratin all my nonsense so far.. seriously im abit mad... haha... i noe i can get quite whiny n manja at times but u dun mind rite??!!! haha... i reali enjoy ur company.. cos ur sooo crappy n i laugh til my sides ache sometimes... heh... u 2 reali make a sweet couple!! im soo jealous larh.... hmmm guess time will heal. jus wanna thank u for simply being urself... my faithful PooL KakI!! Joel ish damn cute larh!! -hugs-

i seriously need to get started on my Econs project... im butt lazy. -RAWR- i resolute to stop clubbin n become guai-er. but i love the nite life too much. most of all, i love gettin high on drinks n dancing at parties too much. dun get me wrong, im not some havoc slut... i onli go clubbin once in a bluemoon... but i noe, thats enuf to smear the whole "guai" reputation... i need to start goin back to church. i need salvation. but tts another issue altogether. clearly, my life is screwed up.

and i noe i stand no chance at all
i noe someone else lies in ur heart
i reali shld've known my limits
call me stupid; call me foolish
cos I am a BIG IDIOT.
yes, in no time i'll b over u
over wad a fool I've made of myself
i've let the sand slip rite thru my fingers
i've let go.

vivacious vixen <3