and this is the way my life is, bitch.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

could you be my starlight on a pitch-black night?
could you be my perfection when nothing's going right?
are you some sort of a dream that i weave at night?
are you here to stay, or here to say goodbye?

writer's block.

this feeling sucks. its like sth on e inside wants to flow out of me but it cant come out smoothly.

8.35am. i hv class at 9am n i'm stil in bed. well done, sarah. i admit, i hv a prob w punctuality. i actuali woke up an hr ago. but was too lazy to move. i HATE rising early. HATE it. not a v morning person. more of an owl. slept at 2am this morn. sleepy but cldn slp. Grrrr. i skipped commskils last thurs alr... sigh. looks like i'll b missin it today too..

its rainin so heavily and though my windows are closed, i'm wearin my jacket w e hood over my head... it's unbelievably freezing...

great. complaining 1st thing in e morn. life's a bitch.

all i'm asking for is one sweet chance
i can't promise you pure happiness; i can't say forever
but i give you my word:
+i'll turn your frown upside down and put a sparkle in your eyes
+i'll be the snow-white clouds in your grey-tinted sky
+i'll be your laughter, your solace, your security, your strength, your hope, your angel
i know i could never be your everything; i'm not that great
but i could try... and i'll soothe your broken heart
there wil be times of sadness; but i'll be there to catch your tears
i'll make sure you never, ever regret this journey
hand in hand; heart to heart
just to taste that sweet smile of yours
no hasty "i love you"s
no doubtful "i believe in you"s
just silent whispers of simple truths into your life
and after all this fades into a memory
i know i will still be holding on
this may not seem right
but i know it's not a mistake
you've touched a part of my heart
now i want to touch a part of your life
i want to be the shooting star that you wish upon
and turn your harsh reality into a dream
you'll fall asleep in my gentle arms
i'll submit to you like a tender-hearted child
you could be the answer to my prayers
o, will we ever find out?
~your name is engraved on a piece of my memory~

vivacious vixen <3