Thursday, September 29, 2005
this has been a fucked up dae. mum picked
grandma n i up this morn, went for lunch, fetched grandma to the salon in Toa Payoh, drove ard w mum & then we had this huge argument and
i burst into tears,
utterly embarrassed and horrified at how emotional i can get at times. mum was complaining and nagging the whole dae, going on and on about this ongoing "political" challenge and the endless disagreements btw her and my
eldest aunt. great. and that was just one factor which ruined my Thursday aftnoon.
The Mother has decided to
forgo my allowance of $XXX this mth bcos
it's e hols, and i "
have to learn how to curb my horrendous spending habits." all she gave me was $50 for transport and a meager sum to get by. WTF. she just sold her
Nissan Sunny and
Benz E220 for a
Mitsubishi COLT and a new and more costly
Benz, respectively. so, let's see. she has enuf cash to change
2 bloody LuXuRiOuS cars at one go, but she's too miserly to even spare me 1/2 my allowance?? wad e fuck is this world coming to?? and i reckon she's not gettin me a studio apt anytime soon, or prob nv will.
last but not least, things are soooo fucked up cos
i cant seem to find a job (ok, i admit, i'm v fussy, but that's cos my previous jobs were SHIT n i'm too cynical to accept just any ol' job). i'm waving gdbye to my much-needed, much-expected
shopping spree, wonderful,
costly outings with my frens, as well as
all other plans and gadgets which i'm just
dying to get hold off. let's just hope
The Mother'll b sympathetic enuf to fork out some extra $$ for
my 18th bdae. very well, i shall take this chance and save $$ on my meals, and starve as much as my body can take. great wae to
shed off a whole chunk of meat. =)
my eldest aunt's pickin grandma n i up at 6pm for Sakae Sushi dinner. no appetite larhh. n i dun wan my
jogging/crunches/push-ups effort to go down e drain.
and my
poor frens are having probs of their own.
WTF WTF WTF. this has to b e
WORST September of my Life.
oh, and add
October to that, too.
vivacious vixen <3